2 nd TIMES

Well guys . . .
Do you remember about my problem with my classmate
Yeahh it never be solved again... we become enemy now!
They never call me again..Geez!! what a bad day! when it started from that day until now!
I can't stand it anymore.. wanna forget all of this sickness
God wish me luck~ If the choice that are let them go away from my life i hope this is your best decission..because i can't control my mood.
I know i was wrong but they should accept my apologize 
Although they didn't do that like what i think.. it's okay laaa..
But why? when i was in the situation full of frustrated .. I remember about him, someone that very make me cheerful..
Yeah.. I have lost him now just because my ego..but me and him never be comeback at that term again
It's already a memories between us, now we must talking about this time
Not about our sweet memorial that both of us had ever had it :(
Maybe i must say this word "Buhbye" directly to you but i don't wanna call you.. I think i will hurt again when i must call you T^T
Anyway this is the second times when we had been like this..and the second times I can't directly say blessing in your day to you~
it left 8days from nowadays~ se reng kuai le .. 

SHOES minimal, Deepest of Mine

Today i'm sealed again...

I just wanna that shoes!!

Really really really really really wanna it!!!!

I'm going so sick for this week

Oooooooooohhhhhh noooo!!!

So depressed!!

So hurts!!

So pain!!!

I couldn't stand it anymore..I thought it was torture..

How long such of this suffering could be end??

BECAUSE TODAY FDAY :)

No tears for today :) because it's Friday~
This is my day .. every times of that day was my own day .. hahahaha XD 
and thanks alot to my lovely friends for all of attention today 
i'm so glad..yesterday i was so down but only this day i feel more better than my last days
once again thanks for three of you all who care and given me attention :)
except K and V.. now i really feel they are a false friend ..

UNCONTROLED FEELS: x

After finished with robber problem.. now I got new problem again.. haihh

Why this month not a lucky month to me??

Guys I'm need your blessing.. Please holding me to solve this problem... I'm so tired with all of this condition

Just so you know in my previous post I had write about my college..

Yeah, currently I think this just a small case but their not think like that..now both of people with initial K and V were be my enemy..

I don't know why they become like that..maybe at last day we talking, I'm too rude to them but they should been know that I was like that..we had become friend for two years..

They should already know that was my attitude and they shouldn't be mad like this..

Haihh don't have words to say it la..

Yesterday monday I try to call them five times but they don't reply me..zzzz

I'm kindly from my deepest heart to pull down my tensi and decide to call them but the result ...

Looks!! I'm just like the wind that blow away.. how come?????they do like that to me..

If I were them I totally can't do like this..because if someone try to calling me..it's means he/she still want this friendship but they were not me..

It's really different!!! I'm so hurts, sick, and depressed :(

I can't typing anymore because I'm feel so sick in my deepest heart

sorry if my post was full of my feeling personality :(

Suddenly for this several day i remembered with my lovely friend..

i don't know why i'm so miss him.. sometimes he was really annoying, make me sad, make me worries

but .. 

he was the only one make me a big laugh :D

he was the one after someone that can touch my heart ..really miss all things that he doing to me :(

i miss all the moment when we still a friend but not now because both of us had a problem that can't be solved

miss p*d* :s

10.10.10 BAD NUMBER OF THE DAY :(

Hi guys!!

I had a bad news to you all :(

10.10.10 .. every people in the world was celebrating this beautiful numbers on that day but except me :(

Because on the day that i had met robbers

Hiks T.T huahuuuuuuuuuuuuu T^T

I don't wanna this happened in my life, me and my sister-in-law so unlucky

We just back from Sun Plaza..not like usually we get accident like this..

Shittt!! really a bad things for two of us.

I so shock and terrible for me, actually i don't brave to out from this house to travelling anywhere

Just wanna to share about my problem to you all..i know just myself can solve this kind of problem that happen with me..

But thanks for you all who had been bless me to have many lucks :(

Raining INSIDE

Hi guys!
Well today i am so no mood to type anything...ermmm
Yeahh sometimes i feel people arround me were so annoying!! This life was so suffer rather than what you had think!! I am hate them more than what i imagine..yesterday was heavy rain!! And i was a bit wet because go down from my bus.
So when i enter college i was be focus for all people arround me and all of them were looking at me
damn! Do you know what i am feel at that time?? Yeah i was so mad..
My tensi was become high up! and in the class my friends especially the girls were didn't care with my conditions!!
They feels cold when the fan is turn on but i must turn on it to drying my hair so i said more rude to them to sit in another chair.but they were sensitive with my words so they move to the back and left me alone!!
Damn they are!! Finally, i try to call them but  they don't reply...
It's really terrible had friend like them!!yeah maybe sometimes too emotion and can't control my tensi, but in my deepest heart i didn't meant like that.
And they all had known already that my attitude is like that but they don't understand it!!!
Listen !! Only to my friend that maybe had reads my blog : "if you do like that to me .. ok!! the war begin!! i never be fear to anything as long as you know i don't need a friendship like that!!"

THAT SHOULD BE ME

Hello!! October is comin'

yeah i know i'm to late to say this but type it on my post..hehe

i'm so apologize for my lazy to update my blog >,<

but i'll paid it for you readers with a lyrics of the one song that i like

the title is "That Should Be Me"

yeahhh it's Bieber song XD hahaha

enjoy it please.. i am really waiting someone sing this song for me XD hehe

let's check it out!!

THAT SHOULD BE ME

Ouuuuuuu

ouuuuuuuu

Everybody's laughing in my mind,

Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy,

Do you do what you did when you

did with me?

Does he love you the way I can?

Did you forget all the plans 

that you made with me? 

'cause baby I didn't!

That should be me,

Holdin' your hand,

That should be me

Makin' you laugh,

That should be me,

This is so sad,

That should be me,

That should be me,

That should be me,

Feelin' your kiss,

That should be me,

Buyin' you gifts,

This is so wrong,

I can't go on,

Till you believe that,

That should be me

Ouuuuuuu

ouuuuuuuu

That should be me,

Yeah,

You said you needed a little time

For my mistakes,

It's funny how you used that time 

To have me replaced,

Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies

Whatcha doin' to me,

You're takin' him where we used to go,

Now if you're tryin' to break my heart,

It's working 'cause you know that,...

Chorus:

That should be me,

Holdin' your hand,

That should be me,

Makin' you laugh,

That should be me,

This is so sad,

That should be me,

That should be me,

That should be me,

Feelin' your kiss,

That should be me ,

Buyin' you gifts,

This is so wrong,

I can't go on, 

Till you believe that,

That should be me

I need to know should I fight

For our love for this long

It's getting harder to shield

This pain in my heart!!!

Chorus:

That should be me,

Holdin' your hand,

That should be me,

Makin' you laugh,

That should be me,

This is so sad,

That should be me,

That should be me, 

That should be me,

Feelin' your kiss,

That should be me,

Buyin' you gifts,

This is so wrong,

I can't go on,

Till you believe that,

That should be me,

Holding your hand,

That should be me,

Oh i makin you laugh, oh Baby,

That should be me,

(that should be me givin you flowers)

That should be me,

Talking by hours,that should be me, that should be me,

that should be me

Never should've let you go,!

I never should've let you go,!

That should be me!! <3

Never should've let you go

That should be me!!<3

And maybe for my next post i'll try to make some short fairytale story to all readers

just my opinion but i'm not sure when i'll start to begin my new story to you guys :)

always waiting :)