UNBELIEVING DAY

Hi Guys~~

Guess!what i had today??

Well my classmate V call me..

I can't believe it but she call me just for disscuss the things for our presentation :(

Well enough for me after they do all things that make my heart so hurted :'(

I'm so sick and no one can't treat me well . . .

I am really wanna get out for this feeling

This is so suck T.T

Okay Ciao!

Good nite people in the world!

And last today at late truely i'm so annoyed with KWW

He said something that make me so angry

But.. what he say to me is not important anymore because I decided to left him after anythings happens in my life :(

Just wanna say goodbye . . .

I'm really dont wanna type this "Good-bye" words but I think I should type it.

Don't ask why i'm leaving you.. but one thing that I want to ask is why you had lost your heart for me??

Buhbye

Nitez and sweet dream guys!

2 nd TIMES

Well guys . . .
Do you remember about my problem with my classmate
Yeahh it never be solved again... we become enemy now!
They never call me again..Geez!! what a bad day! when it started from that day until now!
I can't stand it anymore.. wanna forget all of this sickness
God wish me luck~ If the choice that are let them go away from my life i hope this is your best decission..because i can't control my mood.
I know i was wrong but they should accept my apologize 
Although they didn't do that like what i think.. it's okay laaa..
But why? when i was in the situation full of frustrated .. I remember about him, someone that very make me cheerful..
Yeah.. I have lost him now just because my ego..but me and him never be comeback at that term again
It's already a memories between us, now we must talking about this time
Not about our sweet memorial that both of us had ever had it :(
Maybe i must say this word "Buhbye" directly to you but i don't wanna call you.. I think i will hurt again when i must call you T^T
Anyway this is the second times when we had been like this..and the second times I can't directly say blessing in your day to you~
it left 8days from nowadays~ se reng kuai le .. 

SHOES minimal, Deepest of Mine

Today i'm sealed again...

I just wanna that shoes!!

Really really really really really wanna it!!!!

I'm going so sick for this week

Oooooooooohhhhhh noooo!!!

So depressed!!

So hurts!!

So pain!!!

I couldn't stand it anymore..I thought it was torture..

How long such of this suffering could be end??

UNCONTROLED FEELS: x

After finished with robber problem.. now I got new problem again.. haihh

Why this month not a lucky month to me??

Guys I'm need your blessing.. Please holding me to solve this problem... I'm so tired with all of this condition

Just so you know in my previous post I had write about my college..

Yeah, currently I think this just a small case but their not think like that..now both of people with initial K and V were be my enemy..

I don't know why they become like that..maybe at last day we talking, I'm too rude to them but they should been know that I was like that..we had become friend for two years..

They should already know that was my attitude and they shouldn't be mad like this..

Haihh don't have words to say it la..

Yesterday monday I try to call them five times but they don't reply me..zzzz

I'm kindly from my deepest heart to pull down my tensi and decide to call them but the result ...

Looks!! I'm just like the wind that blow away.. how come?????they do like that to me..

If I were them I totally can't do like this..because if someone try to calling me..it's means he/she still want this friendship but they were not me..

It's really different!!! I'm so hurts, sick, and depressed :(

I can't typing anymore because I'm feel so sick in my deepest heart

sorry if my post was full of my feeling personality :(

Suddenly for this several day i remembered with my lovely friend..

i don't know why i'm so miss him.. sometimes he was really annoying, make me sad, make me worries

but .. 

he was the only one make me a big laugh :D

he was the one after someone that can touch my heart ..really miss all things that he doing to me :(

i miss all the moment when we still a friend but not now because both of us had a problem that can't be solved

miss p*d* :s

Raining INSIDE

Hi guys!
Well today i am so no mood to type anything...ermmm
Yeahh sometimes i feel people arround me were so annoying!! This life was so suffer rather than what you had think!! I am hate them more than what i imagine..yesterday was heavy rain!! And i was a bit wet because go down from my bus.
So when i enter college i was be focus for all people arround me and all of them were looking at me
damn! Do you know what i am feel at that time?? Yeah i was so mad..
My tensi was become high up! and in the class my friends especially the girls were didn't care with my conditions!!
They feels cold when the fan is turn on but i must turn on it to drying my hair so i said more rude to them to sit in another chair.but they were sensitive with my words so they move to the back and left me alone!!
Damn they are!! Finally, i try to call them but  they don't reply...
It's really terrible had friend like them!!yeah maybe sometimes too emotion and can't control my tensi, but in my deepest heart i didn't meant like that.
And they all had known already that my attitude is like that but they don't understand it!!!
Listen !! Only to my friend that maybe had reads my blog : "if you do like that to me .. ok!! the war begin!! i never be fear to anything as long as you know i don't need a friendship like that!!"